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  1. Lee Ann, I am right with you. Volunteering and regretting it. I’ve learned over the last 26 years, since my special needs daughter was born, that I can’t do good for anyone or anything if I’m not taking care of myself. And that others are quite capable of doing the things I volunteer for and then struggle doing.

    Just this spring, a friend suggested a book called Boundaries. It’s written from a Biblical perspective and is really interesting. They talk about even God having boundaries. And the difference between a burden and a load. We’re to help carry burdens, not loads. Burdens are the boulders. The things people truly need help with such as an emergency or death in the family. Loads are the knapsacks of personal responsibilities. So many people confuse them. They want help with their knapsacks as well as their boulders.

    I wish I had known about this after Anna was born. Not a single person said to me, “Pam, you have a sick baby. Someone else will take care of this.” None of the parishioners or even the priest (who was a woman and should have known better). I kept working and working at the church and one afternoon, I melted down on the kids. And I was lectured by the priest for doing it. Anna hardly slept. We ran to the doctor’s office every other week. I was practically walking into the walls. I don’t remember a lot of her first year. Why couldn’t anyone see this?? The only thing I can come up with is that if I stopped doing things, THEY would have to pick up the slack. But I don’t really know for sure.

    Today, I say NO often, as I still have Anna who has autism, severe mental retardation, and daily seizures and I also have the full time care of my MIL who has Alzheimer’s dementia. I’ve learned to look at the needs at church and/or friends & family and determine if it’s something I can do. Resting is not a waste of time. Taking a walk is not a waste of time. Going to the doctor for a check up is not a waste of time. Preparing and eating healthy food is not a waste of time.

    I can’t tell you how much better I feel! I’m also working on not feeling guilty for saying no, and I’m doing pretty good with that. Thank the Lord! 🙂

  2. Dear Pam,

    Thank you for your wonderful testimony! That is an excellent book and I read it several years ago. I highly suggest it to others who have a difficult time setting boundaries! May God continue to give you strength and bless your family!

    Lee Ann

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